God know why, but I sent you a message on facebook. “Hiiii.” Wow. Awesome. That’s cool. Why? I say stupid stuff sometimes. So much worry over something so small. “Hiii.” But it means more than you’ll ever know. It always does. You probably won’t reply. If you do, then what? What do I say after that? “Talk is cheap” comes to mind. Small talk that is. What, the usual? “How are you? How have you been” No. I’m sorry. For everything. Will you ever forgive me? Please? Why am I thinking so much? This is such a poorly written text post. My thoughts exactly though. Every. Single. One. Coming all at once and being written right as they are happening. Should I check my facebook again? I closed the tab. I’m afraid. Of what though? I know what will happen. Nothing. It always says you’re online. I’ve already said so much to you, you know how I feel. But you never reply. Maybe I should wait for you to message me. But how long will that take? It’s already been days and months. Do I have to wait years? I’d wait a century for you.